Ruby

二月份的第一天~

2012-02-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

终于都等到对方去report 了
我也太旺了吧！大年初一就拿大红包..
最近整天跑来跑去的
现在不懂是要claim 对方还是自己..
头大！！怕claim了他的NCB，他回来报复就糟糕了。
哎~也太烦了吧！
Dardar整天就忙工作
整个星期根本就没管到我..
根本就没机会跟他好好商量..
常常打电话给他也没接，信息也没回复..
这....也忙得太过分了吧！

电话。打一次没接,就不要再打第二次；
短信。发两次没回,就不要再发第三次；
没有那么卑微的等待，
如果你重要，迟早会回过来的。。。
没有必要为了不珍惜你的人犯贱，
如果一个人开始怠慢你，
请选择离开。。。
保持一份尊严，
宁可高傲的发霉，
也不要死缠到发疯。。。 :)

女人，看开点吧！！才会活得自在^^

快撑不住了...

2012-01-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

因为新年的关系…
最近忙得好累...
幾乎都沒有時間去開店...
一直在外头跑来赶去..
说实在的，只不过是个小小的档口而已..
不过至少我现在是在干自己喜欢的东西…
我在計劃这两年要在shopping mall开间规模小小的指甲彩绘店了
光是地點就烦死人了.. @.@
哈哈!!
我現在這档口实在是沒辦法容纳得下太多的顾客了
因爲最多我一个人也只能彩绘两个人而已
客户多了,人手不够,有點累..
而且一个女生做几份工真的不容易
早上office做工，
放工又去做partime
有客户时又要跑上跑下
壓力一定有的..
年初一晚上我的车park在家门口
半夜两点多竟然被喝醉酒的四个印度人兄！！！
撞到很惨，而且还想动手打我老爸呢！
PFB588 红色的Kelisa

我的车糟透了.. 可他的车就这小事而已...

害怕.......... 我该如何面对他老人家啊！

喝醉酒就别驾车嘛！！真是害惨我了！！！
最近实在是太多东西烦了，
常常在工作上出错
给老板带来很多麻烦！
真的！真的是很抱歉
太想..太想..跟Dardar诉苦了
不过他应该也挺累的
就算了吧！
想想...这点烦恼我还承担得起吧
尤其到了晚上,忙完東西
無所事事時,壓力又來了
经常发恶梦
让我睡不好
終于
我找到簡單又完全解壓的辦法了
每當晚上睡不着,就不停看pps
投入劇情,我忘了我要煩的東西
雖然看到很遲,甚至天亮
但是至少,我能很累,一下子就睡着了
我也希望DarDar 担心我，罗嗦我，
但Dardar连休息的时间都不够了，
就别期待他会担心我了，
（说起来，我们也快一星期没见面了）
只希望他可以好好照顾自己，
我不懂怎麽跟他描述我的壓力
我完全找不到適合我的解壓方式
唯有這個辦法而已
至少我不是
很辛苦,很煩,甚至哭着睡覺
我真的很怕這種夜晚...感到恐懼
我不停看戯,看戯的時間我已經
忘了煩惱,投入劇情
看到累了就睡着了...
不然我是煩惱到無法入眠
很痛苦..看戯比起來,這個辦法是最佳選擇
也是唯一成功讓我安心入眠的方法

My Long Long Hair

2012-01-29T06:12:00.000-08:00

总觉得朋友们的短发看起来特别有性格及轻松，
坦白講,我真的覺得自己很普通,
因爲我覺得头长发又娇小灵玲珑的女生街上到處都有
一點特色都沒有...
我不捨得剪我頭髮

1.因爲我頭髮很長,
用很多年時閒留下來的

2.Dardar很喜歡我的长发，更不准我给剪了。

我覺得
要剪短這麽長的頭髮
需要很大的勇氣和決心
要剪短這麽長的頭髮,你捨得嗎??
男生都比較喜歡長頭髮女生,你接受嗎?
你都放得下這些,你就是很瀟灑的女生
我覺得短髮臉型適不適合是小事
你真的放得下,剪得下...
短髮對我來說,
是种瀟灑和有性格的特徵!!
我喜歡瀟灑的女生,太有個性了
但是我還不是...
很多東西我還放不下...看不開
一天我真的剪短了頭髮,那一定是全新的我了
我知道,我的性格一定全變了...
我雖然不是個真正的女人,
但是我還是有女人的思想
我覺得目前爲止
只有一個可能性讓我剪短頭髮
就是Dardar和我分開了...
這把長髮是
因爲Dardar所以一直存在着的
因爲Dardar我沒有勇氣剪掉頭髮
我想做他心目中喜歡的女生
若真的分開,這是我最想嘗試的東西
而且我也沒什麽好顧慮了...因爲他不在了
我也不在乎男生喜不喜歡短髮女生
因爲我相信
我很難再找到我這麽愛的人了
沒男生喜歡,沒男朋友也不重要了
我只會做自己喜歡的,
不需要再在乎任何人了
因爲最值得我在乎的人不在了...
不懂爲什麽,我又哭了...
寫這篇文章讓我心情很複雜....

2011-05-06T06:28:00.000-07:00

With ma MAn~~~

Both of us buzy on work!!

Finally, time to dating with ma hubby!!

Huuuuhuuu~~~~

Miss u ~~ my Man!!!

I'm back

2010-10-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

HuA!!! tats really quit long i didnt update my blog... just keep on my facebook oni, hahahahahh.aa...a.....

Is nothing special this recently, i just colour my hair to BLACK!! haha..... look more health.

Now still thinking want recolour or doing some curl or not. Is quit boring to saw my hair like a fake hair (too black).

Went to Langkawi with dardar on Aug2010.

Enjoying..........

Just arrive Langkawi Airport!!
Sun light is so..SO..BIG!!!

Picture will be upload soon........

2010-07-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

With my younger sister!!! hehex...

ME!!!

2010-06-04T01:23:00.000-07:00

Me!!!

Hehex...

Married!!

2010-05-21T00:05:00.000-07:00

Receive a line from my friend last night.
Is a call to invite me attend his weeding diner on June.
I'm damn surprise on this news, bcoz he n his wife only 20++ only.
I know them at KEM (NS) last 2year.
Thay are so match (handsome guy & pretty girl)
He told that he going to be daddy...
OMG!!! I was SHOCK!!! I don't understand how can this happenning??
Anyhow, that is not my business, so better i don't kek poh.
But the good thing is LIM is a good man, he responsible to his GF.

I REALLY FEEL PROUD & ADMIRER TO YOU - LIM

That really is a BIG..BIG... RESPONSIBILITY to him.
But he oso choice to face it and soft it.
Hope them can face all the problem together,
Pray for them & Wishing them have a happyness future.
And oso a cute baby!!!

Baby....baby....I like Baby....
But not now, maybe in future lah!!! Hehex... ^^
Take it easy^^

2 days at G-NEXT

2010-04-14T02:38:00.000-07:00

Hmm..... Went for course held at G-NEXT on sat & sun ^^
Erm... it is so called a EDP program (Entrepreneur Development Program). WEll, actually i'm kinda excited with this course but a bit tired and lazy cuz plan to go PISA for PC Fair. But C , i've contribute my time to u G-NEXT ~ wahahahaha!!
Well, this whole program is about planning , how to be a entreprenuer , u wanna b a employee or employer? , macam macam mia topic. But, the FUN part is we gotto play too ^^ - BREAKTHRU GAME , TALENT PERFORMANCE, DANCE and so on. The worst part is , ERGHHHH ~ I've have to dance infront of 20 ppl v my team * really SWT99 *. In my life time , i never dance infront of ppl when DAY TIME ^^ - CLUBBING also never!! YOu have to dance v stranger and ooohhh- one word SIA SOI !! It cant deny , its FUN , i can't imagine i do dance infront of those ppl. WE have to perform, dance, SHOUT our group SLOGAN , lol - thats my 1st time too.
Luckily i have a wonderful teamate which r JOEY, LI PENG, XIAO KANG and ME of cuz *-
* .JOEY is pretty, LI PENG is cute , XIAO KANG is funny. I really do enjoy this 2 days, I learn a lots of things , sharing , I know what i want, at least i know i'm BRAVE ~ lol.
Thanks G_NEXT, Thanks my boss(Mr.Thum) - it really bring me joy ^^ - keep iup
Well i have some photo , the rest of the photo have to get it from G_NEXT and i'll update soon *_*
This is MDM OH & Her Husband (is our lecturer at first day)

This Is Mr. Yee. He really bring us alot of fun..

Mr. Toeh is quit serious lecturer, so whn he is lecture,will feel like wana fall in slp. Forgive me!!

Cocentrate =.= (sleep abig)

Group sharing

Our Dancer - Jason.. (leng zai leh!!) huhux.. ^^

Yohoo~~ Let's Fun!!!
After take photo, we have a fun. Dance, Sing, Game...That really is a meaningfull weekend.Tomorrow back to office sure tired like a prawn, Wakaka.....

I LoVe Shopping

2010-02-08T03:53:00.000-08:00

Dating with my 2lovely friends( khee & manda)
Actly plan to watch movie, bcoz of alot of ppl, so we din't watch at the end.
Havin breadfast at KIM GARY with manda, then start shoping.
3pm amanda got facial with her sis at herbaline,
So im waiting khee at Winter warmer,
We chat til 6sumthing kar back home.
I bought a new shoe... Wakaka....... NOT A HIGHT HILL SHOE neh!!!
Dardar very surprise on this, hehex....(bcos im hight hill shoe fans mah)

Picture will be upload soon...

One more weeks....

2010-02-03T23:52:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year coming soon..

But i not yet buy my new cloths.

Duno y, i don't have any chinese mood.

Mayb is because uncle just left me..

Think alot n alot..

Last sunday plan to visit grandmum,

but the most terrible thing is happened to me..

WTH!!!!!

Car can't start bcos of bettery is low...

Ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm damn sad.. bcos can't meet grandmum n maymay...

Hope can meet them before CNY...

MISS ALOT TO THEM!!!!!

Rest In Peace!!!

2010-01-27T00:32:00.000-08:00

I REALLY THOUGHT UNCLE WILL RECOVER

BUT

HE LEFT US AT THE END

My younger uncle admit at hospital LGL aready 3week

We all hope after operation his brain will be wakeup,

But the status still in coma...

At the third week, younger uncle is fever...

Is quit serious of younger uncle status..

That really bring suffer to uncle..

Bcos of fever, bacteria is infection his hold body blood...

until all organ of uncle is necrosis...

Doctor suggest us let uncle go..

bcos he will nvr recover infuture..

Eveyone of us really very sad,

but aready do the conclusion..

I know uncle won't blame us..

I really can't accept this affair...

But i know i must strong then other one,

Bcos i need to take care of grandmom and aunt..

They is the one most i love!!

No one will know when will your leave

because we are not a God!!

Because a accident,

My uncle is left us..

Where will he go we will never know,

But what should we do now is,

appreciate who are treat you good,

and spend more time to your family..

UNCLE

RIP

MISS YOU FOREVER

LOVE

Jan19, 2010

2010-01-21T00:36:00.000-08:00

Went to RED with dardar friend last night.

Be honest, I really boring at there.... since like no topic to chat with his friend...

I go back early, bcos aready promise dad before 2pm will arrive home..

I drop dardar sis at home before i go home.

WTH!!!! after wash face i plan to slp,

But dardar say will drop cal for me when arrive home..

So i keep waiting... and waiting....

Not bcos what, i just want to make sure he is save arrive home,

bcos of he and his friend is drunk...

I keep calling to dardar, and his friend but no one pickup my cali (maybe too late d)

5am++ i fall in sleep while...

Then wakeup at 7++

Plan to pray mummy at this morning, but is too rush!!

Anyhow,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DARDAR

MUACKZ

2009 Christmas

2009-12-29T22:44:00.000-08:00

My Christmas present from Dardar is a ALAIN DELON handbag and purse.

That really nice and good quality, i seldom use it, bcos that really expensive.

Thanks Darling!!!

Tao道

2009-12-14T16:36:00.000-08:00

Went to Auto City last night with dardar and his friend.

Actually is Brandon Birthday.

Hahax...

We arrive there 6sumthing,

We start eat and waiting Brandon sister,

8sumthing brandon receive his sis call say can't meetup us,

Brandon look so disappointed, and going crying d.

Pity with him, but at the moment his sis is arrive,

hahax... they really look cute and their relationship so close.

11sumthing Alicia drop me back home, then they went to Batu feringgi again.

I can't follow, bcos tomorrow need to work.

Anyhow,

BRANDON

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

AIA Kick Off Day

2009-12-07T05:06:00.000-08:00

Went to KL last satday,
Our event at Stadium Negara,
Zchan and Man hand come to celebrate our company kick off day.
So surprise that can saw them so close.
Will feel free to update the photo soon.........

Accident

2009-11-23T01:16:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to praginmall fetch my sister.
Just left a turn we will arrive home,
I want to turn right, bcos in front still got alot car coming,
so i stop my car, but i got on my signal.
WTH..... have a motor crash my car at the back, thn he fall down with his motor togather.
At the moment I really shock, n oso my sister.
I drive my car bak to house, then told call my mum come out.
The indian guy say he can't saw my signal,
he duno i want to turn right,
My mum say must cal him compensate me,
He give us alot of excuse, say he finish his this month salery,
Don't have money now.
So we cal him drop cal to his father,
But after 10mins, is his friend come, 3of the indian guy.
First first i feel pity to him, but now no more...
If i pity him , thn who want to pity me??
My mum scare they will do anything to us, so faster cal my dad come back.
When we say want go report, just the guy say he don't have lesen.
He say end of the month he will pay me, but i duno should i trust.
My mum write down all his particular.

Actually plan to meet Khee evening de, but now no mood d.
So holday stay at home... Hate accident..

2009-11-20T01:29:00.000-08:00

Just collect my album yesterday... will update as fast as posibble oh!!!

Wednesday

2009-10-21T03:03:00.000-07:00

This morning went to KUANG YEE with Dardar..
Go take couple photo..
Yor~~~ tired nia..
The photographer always call us to pose.
To day Miki & Alice help me alot,
They is my secondary sch friend,
Miki, Alice, Thanks for your helping oh!!
Hehex...
Will upload our picture soon..
Bcos next week just went to take our album!!

Why is me???

2009-09-27T21:16:00.000-07:00

Dardar Date me watching movie at this wed,
But bcos THE GIRL, dardar cancel our dating,
Actly is bcos Dardar de friend date us go shopping together,
What to do??
I should go what..
I don't have power to contro THE GIRL admire dardar,
I also don't have any excuse don't want to join them..
But who can noe how pain my heart?
She trying to close with dardar..
She always ignore my exsit..
I don't understand,
WHY!! Why is me??
Hold world got how many Billion guy,
Why is my dardar???
HELP!!!
Who can told me what action should i take now??
Dardar know my feeling,
But he also din take any action,
Izit he feel im so small gas??
Or he enjoy the feeling when got other girl admire him??
I don't want he not happy,
So.. My dicision is,
I will join them at this wednesday..
Ruby.. just go it!!

Dardar, I hope my decide is correct.
Don't let me feel disappointed again..

2009-09-23T18:01:00.000-07:00

Who can told me what to do??

I receive dardar call last night before i sleep,

Dardar uncle pass away last9,

Is cancer,

Cancer took away his life..
I can't imagine how sad dardar...

and dardar farther,
I duno how to console him??
I want go meet up with dardar,
But he going to him uncle house d..
I also told dardar tomorrow nonit infetch me to work.

Darling, Gambateh!!!

Dun worry, i will alwas beside u..

If u need ppl accompany,

Just drop a cal for me,

U still got me..

Hope dardar would't feel down anymore.

And

Take good care of him self

2009-09-16T23:43:00.000-07:00

~APPRECIATE~

Working... working and working..

I duno what my life left,

After working,still need training,

I dun have time to do the thing i like,

another one thing is MONEY..

I not love Money,

But I'm human,

I need money to maintain my life..

Somemore i plan next year to buy my own car.

I'm diffrent with other people,

There parents is rich,

can give anything what they need and request,

I'm diffrent,

If i need something,

I should done it my self..

no one will simple give me the thing i need.

If after read my blog,

You feel i'm talking about you,

I'm so sry,

Because,

I really don't have any meaning.

Just want to say

Pls!!

Appreciate what you have.....

2009-09-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

Ice Cream

Can't remember how long din eat ice cream.
I miss MISS the taste when ice cream melt inside my tongue.
That feeling hard to explaint.

I'm Sorry Darling

2009-09-13T22:51:00.000-07:00

I'm a very VERY UNCIVILIZED girl friend.
Dardar done all of the thing that i hope, and which he can done.
This period i feel dardar is very unhappy, and not very health,
I'm so sorry because din't take care of you,
I know i always put all of my time at my job,
Dardar, can u forgive me??

I'm afraid,
Scare 1day you will giveup.
How hard we maintain our relationship..
Not only 1 or 2 month.. aready more then 4yrs..
You always say we must appreciate each other..
I know... I really know..

While left work,
I go bought KFC to dardar family.
Then went to flower shop buy FLOWER..
Is for Dardar.. Every time dardar present for me, now is my turn..
I bought Red Rose,
OH no...
Traffic very jam at the time,
When arrive dardar house aready 7pm++
I pass the food for dardar mummy,
Then i put the flower at Dardar bed room.

^^ Hope dardar will happy with all of the thing i done for him..

~Darling~

Miss You

2009-09-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

Long time ago din go my grandmum house..
Duno She got miss me ah!!
I miss her so..SO... MUCH,
So plan tomorrrow will go visit her.
and stay 1 night at there, bcos monday public holiday mah!!
Sure grandmum will happy de, Hehex...

Wait me oh!! my lovely Grandmum..

桥装艺术祭

2009-08-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Bangun~

Arts Project 2009

PENANG CLAN JETTIES

Faster to contact us, if who are intrest to join use,

Contact Yeoh 0196838397

Dean 0142398926

Me (HLLim90@hotmail.com)

Thanks...

MY BIRTHDAY SURPRISE

2009-08-19T05:38:00.000-07:00

I'm back!!!
I'm so sry that long time din't update my blog,

Because this period got alot of thing should be settle,

HaizZ......... my birth is pass long time, now just want to upload picture.

My birthday, No Flower... No Cake.... No A Good Present...

But Dardar really Really give me a BIG BIG surprise..

I on leave at my bigbig day (thanks Mr.thum(my boss))

Early morning i go pray my mum at temple (thanks my mum bring me to this world)

Noon, go Dardar house...

OH NO!!!!!!

Dardar buy a CANOE for my present

I'm SO...SO.... SURPRISE at the moment..

surprise that dardar still rmb i say i like to play it

I change my clothes, then start to play it..
FUN~~ Really FUN,

I trust, few people will get this present on they birthday.

is Dardar, and our dog(CoCo), she is swim..

So scare the canoe will sink (dardar and coco is fat)
Hehex....

~THANKS~
~MY LOVELY DARLING~

YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE IN
MY
HEART

~Muackz~

~~LOVE YOU~~
(Enber Lim)

BIRTHDAY

2009-08-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is my birthday

sure i celebrate with my Dardar together

Picture will been upload soon

AND

Wish Happy Birthday to my Self

St Anne's

2009-07-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

Went to BM with my Mom n sis. To day is St. anne's last day, so we went to there walk around with my cousin too.

St. anne's door

No yet go in, we aready start take picture.My mom, sis, and my cousin..

Hehex... Is me and me sister. we are very excited, because long time i din come here.

If not wrong, got 2 or 3years d.

Haiz... looked my mom n my sis, how big the sunlight, but they still want to take photo.

Then kor want take umbrella, beh tahan only..

See!! How gentleman my cousin..

I'm so..SO...happiness, wakaka.....

If dardar can go together sure more better..

Next year bring dardar go together.

Let yours guess, what we pray with the god.

Just hope all of my friend and family will health and happy,

Most important is me can more pretty, and get more $$$,

Wakaka..

~ The End ~

2009-07-27T05:44:00.000-07:00

Dardar ah!!!

Why people take picture, then you curicuri pose at my back??

Aiyoyo~~ u ah!! Cu+E loh!!!

I like it!!

Hehex...

Erm~~ Mu@cKz....

I miss U... Mum..

2009-07-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

WHY??why is me? mum why you want to left me alone?
I knew i not a good daughter..
But can your be more fare abig??
She is yours daughter, yours sister..Then who am i?
Me not yours member of family?
Is that because of my mother aready left??
Is that because of im alone??
I'm getting tired to all of this thing...
I try and try to be the girl your like, but did your care about my feeling??
I going to lost my self..
Last 2month,
when i admint at hospital, why no one come to visit me??
your never care my life, if 1day i left,
yours also feel nevermind??
If not care me, pls don't bind me.
I need freedom..
I want go to find way can let me feel more happy..
Don't always force me to do the thing i don't like...
MUM!! I MISS you so...SO.. MUCH...
Who can told me, when can i meet my mother??

I LOVE YOU!!
MUM!!

SKII

2009-07-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hey!! all girl,Did your sign up the SKII questionnairs?? Very easy, just fill up all questionnairs, they will email the voucher for you.Print it out and go to Gurney redemption free 30ml facial treatment essence.
I aready get it oh!! Once i left work, I went to Gurney Plaza with my colleague.
We go SKII counter to get our 30ml bottle神奇水.
So...SO.. happy that i can get SKII.

HEI GIRL!! Fast..fast.. go to sign up^^
After that we when to Chopper board to heavin our diner.

Nick is concentrate to eat her chopper sup.But me n joey just busy to take picture, hehex...
Going to back hom after diner, take pictur again....and again....

After payment for crpark, then we going to tak car now.. Going to back home..

THANKS...SKII^^

New Hair Style~~

2009-07-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

LOVE IT SO MUCH!! ~DIGITAL PURM~

I go make digital hair purm by last weekend.
I LOVE digital purm so much!! Dardar say n!cE too, ^^happy~
We are ontheway back home after left work.Will going to Queensbaymall later.
I bougth each cloth and hotpant at PADINI.
Because got sale mah!!
I meet the girl who are bully me at NS.She is my secondary school classmate,
I not hate her, but i hope she can explant to me why she want betray me.
I hate the life when at NS, since like HELL.

Going to birthdy next month, Don't Dardar will give me what surprise.
I knew Dardar sure will bring a BIG!! BIG!! surprise for me de.
Dardar.. I waiting for you oh!!

meaningful weekend

2009-07-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

This satday my cousin came my house to stay.
Both of them is so Cu+E..
This is a first time they stay at outside withought stick with my aunt.
GMG!!! satday night, hold night i can't sleep well, because the little young cousin she is crying at the midnight, because too miss my aunt.. Feel so pity with her, so... I hug her until she fall in sleep again.
Actully next morning, want bring them go Youth Park, But still raining.
So just let thm drawing..Look the face they are concentrate to drawing, that is so.. SO Cu+E. Evening 5 something, my aunt come to infetch them.
Hope next week, my aunt will sent them come again, LOVE them so much!!

New Nail Colour

2009-07-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

Shopping!! SHOPPING!!!!
Went to gurney with Darar last night, actually want go night market de, But heaving a heavy rain before we hang out. So just go stroll at gurney..
Hehehexx....
Let's !! show your, I bought my new nail colour at SKIN FOOD( actually is Dardar pay ).

I so.. SO.... love this colour(gold). Dardar, Thankz oh!!! erm~ MUACKS..
After that we when to Nando's restaurant to heaving our diner.

Look ^^^^ my Dardar is buzy to heaving him food. I curi curi take this picture, he also duno. After diner still raining, so we continue to stroll at gurney.

MJ Launching

2009-07-08T07:13:00.001-07:00

Last sunday, i went to PGM to saw the program MJ Launching.
Before that i go Sungai Nibong to fetch my friend, she just come back from hometown,
We din't go eat, straight away go PGM...
But we are late, when we arrive mall, the lunching aready end..
So just take a chance to take some picture.After that we go eat some food.
And go meet with my Dardar while( he is working )
To day back home quit early, because i so miss my bed.

2009-07-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

This curl hair is i make my self.
I feel quit nice, maybe end of the month will go make japanese purm oh!!
But not sure yet, because too much commitment aready, haiz... So pity..

What I HATE

2009-07-01T21:50:00.000-07:00

I hate who are trying to force me.
I can understand you hope me to spend more time for you,
But, I also have my own life.
I din't join you hangout,
not because of i don't like your friends,
Yours always hangout at midnight..
I just don't want my parents too worry about me,
Someore, At the next morning i should back to work..
I lay everything of me on you
I care alot how you feel about me
I was trying to be the one you like
I love you,
But I don't want to lost my self.
Because i also love my family..
I'm not a kids,
I don't want anyone too worry about me,
I should take care of you, my family, my job..
But, at the end
who will takecare of my feeling???
I could'nt simple tell anyone,
I'm keeping it all along
That why,
I become more brave
I hope that you will appreciate what I done for you.
You know what I need!!

A H1N1

2009-06-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

A H1N1 is attack my company..
Once this morning i arrive office,
at ground floor i saw both of security is wearing mask,
I just feel quit funny only.
how i knew,
once arrive office,
my colleague told me that our company have people kena H1N1.
I doubt about this..
I don't should i believe or not!!
But i saw got some people is wearing mask..
I afraid..A H1N1..
If really got people kena H1N1, why our company still process??
We should be keep apart our self at home mah!!
Some more, why they just disinfect that floor only??
They don't air-condition is connection for hold building ah??
I'm so.. SO.. worry this incident!!

I HATE A H1N1!!!
PLS, KEEP FAR FROM ME!!

Michael Jackson is Died...

2009-06-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

I can't fall in sleep..
Dardar go clubing with friend aready,
Suddenly, I miss the song Michael Jackson sing (you are not alone)..
damn nice.. Hold night FlyFM is full of the news and him song..
Is i relly not alone??
I feel that I'm so alone now, dardar is hang out with friend.
Dardar, what time will you back??
Don't drink too much ya!!
I'm waiting for you, back home early ya..

Darling~~
I MISS YOU!!
MISS YOU SO..SO.. MUCH!!

So Careless

2009-06-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

Is a time i left work, but i not yet left office.
Today i really REALLY very careless, i gorget to bring my handset to work.
Office phone kor can't call handphone de, so i jz hope that my agent will cal office de phone or e-mail to contact me.
To day don't have alot of job.
Just now have a heavy rain when lunch time, i have my lunch at office.
Oh no, hold evening so sleepy,..

Oh!! I should be back home now..
Bye!!!

Make some fun to relex...

2009-06-26T01:53:00.000-07:00

Oh No!! I have too many job should be settle by last week,
So, no time to upload my blog..
But, I'm back now!!
Haiz~ our 'tai ka jie' aready resign at last week..
No body to help me anymore, should be settle my self..

Just refer back the picture before 'Tai ka jie' left us..
Alot of fun, and relax..

Don't worry, we will miss you always noh!!
Remember to contact us always oh!!

MANDY YEW
I MISS YOU SO MUCH

RABBIT

2009-06-01T01:23:00.000-07:00

Youth Park

2009-06-01T00:03:00.000-07:00

So..SO....Tired after jogging, tk a rest first.

OMG!!! This pose really...REALLY look so..SO.. Stupid.
But i like it, Muakaka~~~

Apple???
Shirt!!! My sister think this is a BIG..BIG..BIG apple.
OH NO!! She sure tired until dizzy d, So pity v my sister, hehex~~

T.T Suddenly....
my Mom drop me a cal,need to back home d.

2009-05-28T01:57:00.000-07:00

KITTY CAT

Miao~~MIAO~~
I dun like Cat, but i like HELLO KITTY
I like tis makeup so~SO~~ much,

2009-05-21T02:46:00.000-07:00

Macaroni

Tis is my Lunch

So miz dardar cook de food, but dardar very buzy tis few time,

so~ SO~~ long time ago din cook 4 me aready.

Dardar

When wil u cook again???

I wan to learn how to make cup cake.

wan make 4 dardar

Hehex^^

2009-05-21T02:42:00.000-07:00

MASK

long time ago din doin mask d

Bcoz too buzy d... Hehex.. Tis mask so good, i like it.

Is my dardar buy for me oh!!!

2009-05-19T02:00:00.000-07:00

Coco out of energy after plyin v us,
the pose she lie down so~SO~~ cute^^

Duno she lookin for wht..

Boring~~~~~~~~~~

My boss whn to KL meeting for 3day

He not at office, i dun hv alot of job...

My colleague is sick, so pity..

dun worry, i wil pray for u, hehex..

last week my Dardar oso sick too,

Luckly im so strong, im so~~SO HEALTH ^^

Last9 i whn to PENANG TIMESQURE,

Oh!! no, nothing to shop,

If yr plan go there to shoping, sure yr will REGRET.

So we back to home, ply v our lovely doggie ( CoCo ) .

Back home around 9sumtin, quit tired

after tk bath,

I wil goin to dating v my darling again ( in my dreamz)

Hehex..

2009-05-17T21:29:00.000-07:00

Oh no~~ monday

Back 2work, lazy abig..

bos din cum in 2day, bcoz go KL meeting d,

quit boring, bcoz noting to do... Hope my agent wil bring sum job 4me ltr.

Goin 1pm d, is my lunch time, now my stomach quit hungry.

I wan eat alot of food, expecially is my barling cook de food.

Recently I LoVe Japanese food so Much..

Yummy...

2009-05-14T19:48:00.000-07:00

RASPBERRY CHEESE

Yesterday is a first time i taste tis type of a cake.
I love tat feelin whn the cake melt inside my mouth,
A little big berry smell n hold mouth is cheese...
I LoVe tis cake so..so... much^^

If next time got time i wil bring my best friend to Secrete Recipe try tis cake.

Doggie

2009-05-14T19:43:00.000-07:00

I lik doggie,

But tis not my doggie

My doggie is dark brown colour..

Tis pic too cute so jz post it at here share v yr..

2009-04-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

好久好久都没上来了。。
差不多也快一个月了。。。
这一个月里头发生了不少事情，
上个星期我出了小车祸，原本是可以回到母校与老师们见见面，聊聊天，
那懂，就一场车祸把那计划毁了。
救护车还没来得及赶到，我已晕了过去。。
还留有些许意识的我感觉到在被送往医院的那一刻是多么的痛苦与无助。
留院观察的那一夜我没睡好，缝合的伤口隐隐作痛。。
我没力气自行站起来，必须以轮椅来为我代步。
终于都离开了医院，回到了家里。
拿了两星期的病假没去工作，在家里空档的时间多得是，
想了不少东西。
开始觉得自己的人生没了意义，因为现在的我已经不再作自己喜欢的事情了。
忘了多久没再握过毛笔了，也忘了多久没再穿上围裙作上几道爱吃的菜肴了。
我开始对这些感觉模糊了。。
模糊了。。。

拥抱

2009-02-23T22:10:00.000-08:00

还记得上个星期亲爱的去了一趟吉隆坡短短的两天里我想了还蛮多的....
这两天我跟平常一样的去上班,下班...
他都没主动联络上我,或许很多事情忙吧!!
不过我有收到他的留言说,晚上会去夜店 '泡' ...
终于都等到他回来了,
他,买了个锁匙圈给我...
或许是良心过意不去,几天过后他主动告诉我那天晚上他有抱别的女生...
还毫无歉意的告诉我她们多性感,多漂亮...
他根本就没察觉到我的表情, 是多么的优伤...
我没吵架,只是静静的.....
>>> 如果你是男生,你是否会做这种事情???
难道身为一位男人的你就不能对自己的行为负点责任吗????
就算是同事又如何??? 就可以随便的拥抱吗???
总是喜欢拿我跟别的女生做比较....
男人就是这个样子吗???
都认为得到了就不用珍惜了吗??
都认为得不到的就是最好的吗???
我开始害怕.... 害怕他会变成跟其他的男人一样...........

泪

2009-02-21T18:49:00.000-08:00

唉。。昨晚对亲爱的发唠骚。。
因为觉得最近我们距离越来越远了。。
真怕有哪天我们会因为这距离而疏远。。。
他给于我的包容胜于一切，付出的当然也不少。。
这都要怪我，常爱胡思乱想，总是把烦脑带给他。。
亲爱的。。很抱歉哦！！！

情人节

2009-02-19T22:45:00.000-08:00

上个星期的情人节很快就过去了..

有情人的你们是否都拥有了甜美的回忆呢??

大家是否都知道其实情人节当天并不是情侣们最甜蜜的一天,

而是全世界最多情人吵架的日子.

因为女生往往会觉得男孩不够浪漫,

大多数的男孩可以为了心爱的女孩花很多钱,

不过就是不愿动动脑筋,

花点心思.

*如果你是男孩的话看了这篇文章,希望你们可以愿意为了心爱的另一半花点心思....

*如果你是女孩的话看了这篇文章,希望你们体谅另一半,因为男孩永远都不比女孩细心...

十种一定要珍惜的人

2009-02-16T01:21:00.000-08:00

1 当遇到你真正爱的人，要努力地争取与他相伴一生的机会。
因为当他离去的时後，一切都来不及了。

2 当遇到可以相信的朋友时，要好好和他相处下去，因为在人
的一生中，能遇到知己真的不易。

3 当遇到人生的贵人时，记住要好好感激，因为他是你人生的
转折点。

4 当遇到曾经爱过的人时，记住微笑着向他道谢，因为他是让
你更懂得爱的人。

5 当遇到曾经恨过的人的时，要微笑着向他打招呼，因为他让
你更坚强。

6 当遇到曾经背叛过你的人时，要好好的聊一聊，因为若不是他,
今天你不会懂得这世界。

7 当遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时，要祝他幸福，因为你喜欢他的
时後，不也是希望他幸福快乐吗？

8 当遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时，要谢谢他走过你的人生，因
为他是你精彩回忆的一部分。

9 当遇到曾经和你有误会的人时，要趁现在解轻误会，因为你
可能只有这次机会解释楚。

10 当遇到现在和你相伴一生的人时，要百分百的感激他爱你，
因为你们现在都得到了幸福和相爱。

珍惜

2009-02-16T01:20:00.001-08:00

也许。。。当你不懂得珍惜时，选择了逃避。。。
伤害了你最爱的人。
当你已发现爱的是谁时，他已决定不在守候，
你正为此伤心。。。恨他为何把你推进如此深崖时，
却没发现谁对谁造成了伤害。。。当你振作了，
投入另一段故事时，却发现他一直都在，只是自己不曾用心感觉。。。
你哭了，放肆的哭了。。。任你如何狂喊，哭泣，流泪。。。
却什么也改变不了。。。人生就是这样，做人有时不需要太执着。。。
一生後悔一次就够了。。。学习成长。。。不要再做同样的事情让自己後悔。。。
要学会珍惜爱你的人和你爱的人。

珍惜

2009-02-16T01:20:00.000-08:00

情人节

2009-02-16T01:07:00.000-08:00

1 / 14 日记情人节

2 / 14 华仑亭情人节

3 / 14 白色情人节

4 / 14 黑色情人节

5 / 14 黄色与玫瑰情人节

6 / 14 亲吻情人节

7 / 14 银色情人节

8 / 14 绿色情人节

9 / 14 音乐与相片情人节

10/ 14 葡萄酒情人节

11/ 14 橙色与电影情人节

12/ 14 拥抱情人节

每个月份都有一天是情人节,
对我而言只要爱的人陪在身边,每一天都是情人节..
所以要好好珍惜所爱哦!!!!!

快乐星期五

2009-02-13T01:30:00.000-08:00

终于都到星期五了, 明天又是周末了!!
不过我把自己的行程表排得满满的,猜想应该不会无聊了吧!!!
明天就是情人节了!!不过亲爱的有工作在身.....唉...
不过不要紧啦!! 工作重要嘛!!!
就快下班了, 待会要去挑礼物给亲爱的...嘻嘻..感觉好幸福哦!!!
打算给他爱的惊喜,哈哈.....

爱

2009-02-12T23:22:00.000-08:00

如果问你最爱的是谁? 我想许多已分手的男女都会说前任男或女友...
当然也是有人回答说现任男或女友,但都畏指可数!!

如果世界能穿越时空,你又会怎样选择呢?

还记得不久前我曾看过一则信息里面是这样写着:

如果你不爱一个人,请放手.好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己,好让自己有机会爱上别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种,但绝对别让自己成为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是注定不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就要好好去爱她.男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言,

如果谎言是一种伤害

,我选择沉默,

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦,

你怕不怕付出,

如果迷乱是苦,

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦,

你会不会选择执迷不悟,

如果分离是苦,

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点都不觉得苦....

疯

2009-02-11T01:30:00.001-08:00

救命啊!!
我就快疯掉了啦!!
我的手机竟然 '当' 掉耶!!! 叫我该如何是好?? 少了它我的生活肯定会更加乏味....
唉... 今天真是忙透了... 下了班还要拿手机去报看 '医生' ,忙碌死了!!!!

无聊

2009-02-10T06:26:00.000-08:00

唉。。美丽的周末好快就过去了。。
今天又得去上班了，懒洋洋的。。。

怎么办？怎么办？？
情人节快到了，不过我还没想到要送什么给我亲爱的。。。

真是令人伤脑经耶！！！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。